Meeks
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Advice needed :(ok..I've been through alot of crap lately..having my ups and downs. but I truly am passing through a severe depression and I need advice..I know I'm depressed because of the area I'm living.
I'm constantly being rejected by people and my family =\ my father is a total ass and I feel I have to depend on him in almost everything, and I do not want that. I hate him, I just want to be able to move out of puerto rico and go to the U.S, and study photography..only problem I feel that my mother nor father support me in this. and if they do, they are just the type to "talk but not act" I'm sick and tired of this way of living..
I want to find love and I know if I move I have a better chance. but not only love, I want to just find my freedom from this place and torture..I just can't do things on my own and I'm so frustrated cuz of it..
I'm scared my grade average won't let me enter a photography school..I'm so frustrated.. I just want a school I'm 100% sure I can be accepted in. I've wasted so many years of my life by making others happy, two years of studying something I don't want, 2 years of sacrificing for my ex..and two years of supporting my parents bull. I want out on all this and I just don't know where exactly to go ;__;...
I just want to study photography in the states and have my own place =\...
ugh..sorry for my sudden "bitch-fit" I just..really can't take much of this D:
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Smoogles
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I know it not may help much, but look, me and Smidge caught a rainbow for you. ^_^
Ok, so he was finishing breakfast, I was doing the rainbow capturing.
Remember, it's not you who's at fault at all, just remain true to yourself and you'll have no regrets. It may be raining, but there'll always be rainbows if there's rain x
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Earrame
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You could always look/apply to schools. And I wouldn't worry too much about your grades. I know that some schools allow you to take placement tests for general education classes if your grades are lower or you haven't taken the ACT or SAT. I had to at the school I'm attending (because I never took the ACT), and I know of a community college that offers a degree in photography near me that lets you take placement tests as well. If I were you I would get as much info as I could on schools and take it from there. Who knows, maybe that will give your parents a wake up call.
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Smoogles
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See? I was no help was I?
I'm sorry.
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Meeks
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smoggles: that totally made me smile ^^; really *HUGS* thanks so much sweetie!
Earrame: really? replacement tests sounds like a great help ^^; thanks for telling me this! I need to keep searching which schools may have that tho ><!
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Earrame
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No problem Meeks! Glad I could help.
Smoogles: I'd say you helped more than me, you got a hug out of it.
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Smoogles
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Yay! Aww, thankyou ((group hugs)) ^_^
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